Happy Chinese New Yr.. Last yr my luck was bad bad bad..hope this yr somehow turn better.
Hmm.. what a night.. currently 守岁.. feel so sleepy..but no matter what will stay up till 6am than sleep. Hope my praying for my family, friends and.. her.. good blessing will fall on them. Just now had a little chat with her. During the chat, she suddenly ask me...why am i so Emo recently.. she is very curiouse to know what happen and who is that girl.
She keeps on asking and wanted me to answer her. She even threaten that she will not talk to me anymore unless I tell her. but.. haha... we still continue to chat. As I told her..she is such a kind hearted girl. Will not coz of such things and stop talking to me this lonely emo guy.
When she keep asking for ans.. i really hope i have the luck and gut to tell her that she's the reason why i emo.. she's the ger, the love, the only girl that had the power to make my Emotion up n down. How i wish tt 1 day when I drunk... I will do stupid things like calling her n at 1 goal tell her my feeling... and really wish she can accept me during that time.
But from the way she n her colleague together, i really jealous, and I know that my percentage is very very low. Who m i to her? I'm not handsome, nor rich, nor any outstanding character... Just a plain boring guy, a Friend to her.
Wondering if 1 day I disappear from her life for some times, how will she feel, what action will she take?
I have no ANS...
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