Hurt~

Is been very long since I feeling deep pain in heart.. really pain.... needles piercing through it. Today suppose to be a very happy day for me..somehow it turn out to be another way. Early morning She msg me.. asking me out for dinner today. Wow what a great surprise I'm having in the morning.. I was very very happy. It totally brighten up me all of a sudden. Even during work no matter how tired I am but once i tot of Having meal with her soon, all my tiredness is gone.

We met up have a nice Jap meal, nice chit chatting. While she having her meal I keep looking at her.. enjoy the way she eat her meal.. so nice n sweet in my heart.. After that meal, we walk around, had some tea.. and look for a place for her pedicure. Found one~~ In the first minutes she asked me to company her..she feel bored... In my heart:" Sure why not.." But things change in the next moment.

1 of her suitor telling her that he is meeting her. Too bad for me.. He get his chance..I do not want her in bad position so i choose to leave. Telling her i going home first.

During the bus trip i keep on listening to 2 song.. " 我爱的人" and also "理想情人"

我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍~~
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每当听见 她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声~~ haiz... lot of feeling flow through my heart whenever listening to these part of the song.

Sometime i really wanted to ask her ... her 理想情人 is how~~

好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人
..
我想問　親愛的你把感情升等
朋友變成情人　可不可以
告訴我標準　不要讓我一直等~~


How i wish...朋友 really can 變成情人~~

2011

Now is Year 2011... last yr 2010.. my luck was super bad.. really hate it.. hope this year will be a better year.. There are times that i thought of going for a fortune telling session to see my luck..and aso my... love luck... haha...

Holiday ended... next week school start.. "Praying" hope can pass and cope with the sch work... pls pls pls.... :'(

During holiday i've done all the things i wanted to.. Eat my fave bean-curd, Joggin session, run Standard Chart, tidy my room, reformat my comp, Clubbings~~ Sleeping and eating well.. haha... But..there's still lack of something... a Lady... A Lady who willing to be with me... shower me with her love... Lacking that to the extreme. Recently get connected with a old school mate.. she's my pri sch mate.. haha.. but i total don't remb who she is..and when did i been in the same class as her.. Surprisingly beside pri sch, Poly she also same sch as me!! wth... and i totally never notice it..

Now we are in the same Uni.. but different major. too bad.. haha.. anyway to me she is so angelic.. I can't get her out of my mind..and wish to look at her and hear her voice all the time..
From what i know she just break up with her Bf.. haha there is a slight happy inside my heart..
Evil~~ i noe i noe..i should not feel tt is wrong..haha But i know..i'm not her cup of tea.. All i hope is i can be a person tt when she need help..i'll be with her... when she is happy... can share her joy with me... when she is sad.. i'm able to comfort her..

Few moment ago.. she asked me a Question.. After that question i felt so jealous.. how tt guy able to leave such deep impression in her.. i really do not wish to ans her question in the first place..but.. I've to..

陈小春 - 我爱的人 this song really suit me.. no wonder is my fav song also.. haiz...same fate...

我回来了

I'm Back~~ OMG~~ super super long nv Blog haha... sorry Bloggy.. did u miss me? haha
This few months is a very very stress month for me... working la, school la.. shit.... Stress to max..
Even my friend said i've become hardworking than ever haha..

My Daily Life during week days is morning 9am waky waky ~~ do project till 12pm..have lunch than go school. 2pm till 6pm.. After that go work.. till 10pm or 11pm.. When reached home take a shower continue with project till 1am, had some entertainment till 2am or 3am..sleep..next day continue the routine again.

For week end either work.. or go libary whole day doing research+ project.. Camp at libary from 10am till 5pm or till it close. tt my life.. haiz..sian........