8th Feb 2011, Today 男孩 tried to ask 女孩 out on Saturday cos 男孩 hope to spend a good time with女孩 and wanted to to share his feeling to her. 男孩Know that is impossible to ask her out on 14Feb due to the reason that 女孩 had a few suitors eyeing on her and taken her up on that day.
But in the end 男孩Failed....fail to ask her out..cos 女孩's Dating with her suitor start on wed. In part of the conversation, 女孩 told 男孩 "Haha, U aso say liao.. this coming Mon is Vday.. Ask the girl u like out la..ask me for what? " Seeing this, 男孩 have a sudden rush ..and wanted to tell 女孩 that the girl is her.. Using all his mental skill..controlling his act...男孩 replied to 女孩 "my brain running all the thoughts as much and as fast as I can to find an ans to answer you.. but....it will be *speechless* "
11th Feb 2011, Tomorrow 女孩 is going out for her date. 男孩 feeling miserable. At night after 12am, 男孩 opened 1 of his red wine drink it and sleep.
12th Feb 2011, 男孩 had an uneasy day. Totally moodless to do anything not even his project, nor study for his test. Near Evening, 男孩 saw 女孩 online. He was very surprised by it and still thought 女孩 had ended her date of the day already. But god always like to fool 男孩... 女孩 tell him that she's going to Batam..saying in a rush .. 男孩totaly had no idea who she's with and gone how many days..and 女孩 just left in a hurray.
At that moment 男孩's mind had gone blank...do not know what to do at all.. and after that..keep on having all sort of rubbish thoughts. Keep on thinking that it will be the day...男孩的爱人 过了晚上成为别人的女朋友了. That night 男孩 open another 2 bottle of wine and drink... at a point of time tears roll down, heart feeling very sore. He chatted with 1 of his friend. His friend encourage him to say out his feeling to 女孩. 男孩 scared.. he is afraid that after saying he may lose 女孩 even as a friend. But awhile of thinking 男孩 don't care anymore..
He messaged 女孩 and tell her that "Hey XXX..there is something that i need to tell you by today.. still rember that last few days You've ask me why I ask you out instead of asking the ger that i like out?...Well since since that time I'm asking you out, you shld know the reason behind it."
13th Feb 2011, 男孩waiting for the reply..
14th Feb 2011, 男孩 still waiting for reply...
15th Feb 2011, 男孩 still still waiting for reply..but... he knew why there is no reply. there are only 3 reason he can think of. 1st Message loss, 2nd She is shock by it and totally do not know what to response, 3rd she loss her phone. During working time, 男孩 cannot take it anymore, he made his first move to sms to 女孩 by saying a casual asking message. While waiting for the message, 男孩 feel time is very long...he asked himself, will 女孩 drifted him? will she end up totaly don't contact 男孩 anymore?
Finally 女孩 replied. But she only replied to my casual message and not the message that i told her on Sat...Since then 男孩女孩 sms each other like normally.. and treated that message he send on sat as nothing happen..就当一切 都没发生过~~
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