在11/03/2011 里 日本发生了9.0级 的大地震 后来发生海啸 过了不久 核子发电厂爆炸 辐射轻微泄露 而且发电厂的核离子 有很大的可能因为过热而爆炸.
情形真的惨不忍睹 好像人间变了地狱 看到他们我感到好心痛 好悲哀.
难道这是灭世的征兆吗? 假如一年后真的是灭世 逃无可逃 避无可避 时 当你知道这消息后会有什么反应呢 会想要做什么东西呢?
佛祖菩萨 慈悲 希望怜悯世人愚蠢的行为 真的不想看到人间真的变成地狱 世人受尽苦难
我在此 慈悲心 默默地 为大家祈祷 希望早日苦尽甘来 也成心的希望日本危机 可以早日化解
Sunday, March 20, 2011
我太敏感了吗? 还是....
10号那天终于有机会和她共度晚餐了 感觉还不错 好令我难忘 当她说 每次人家说要买凉茶给她喝时却没有一次实现. 听了之后我心里有个计划那 就是买了凉茶等待着她放学后送给她. 但万万也没想到老板打给我需要我回去帮忙 haiz .....真扫兴 气死我了 !!!
最近好久没看她上线了好想念她 :'( 但不知怎么了我突然感到好像她把我 ignore 在她的 msn 里...难道 我太敏感了吗? 还是真的呢? 要是真的话我会 好伤~好伤心....
可能 她会是我感情里第二位女孩 我会为了她哭吧. 从昨晚开始我的心一直感到寒冷 我好讨厌这感觉希望能赶快远离我.
最近好久没看她上线了好想念她 :'( 但不知怎么了我突然感到好像她把我 ignore 在她的 msn 里...难道 我太敏感了吗? 还是真的呢? 要是真的话我会 好伤~好伤心....
可能 她会是我感情里第二位女孩 我会为了她哭吧. 从昨晚开始我的心一直感到寒冷 我好讨厌这感觉希望能赶快远离我.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
为什么?
为什么你可以给他人机会约你?
为什么你可以给他人机会和你出去?
为什么你会为了他人生气而让自己不舒服?
为什么你要告诉我你和他没关系呢?
你觉得我会相信吗? 要是你不在乎他那为何会为了他生气? 那你又为何会说是你一直give in to him 呢? 虽然 你口口声声说 not going to give all these chance 但你真的不会给他机会了?
你可以给他人机会约你那又为什么不给我呢?
算了吧"天使"别欺骗自己了 那人已在你心里有一定的份量了我和他根本比不上我也没资格比
有时我好犹豫 到底要不要和你聊天呢 不找你我心里一直牵挂着你 但和你聊呢有时就会遇 到一些不想知道的话题 有时在想会不会有一天你会问我 “ 我应该和他交往吗, 或我应该给他机会吗? ” 这类的话题.
有时候可能我想多了, 但有些却是事实, 令我好痛好痛. 心好久没那么痛了 不止痛还心酸. 我发现泪水有时会慢慢的落下.
但这又能怎样呢 这是单恋. 单恋就是那么无奈了 我个人觉得 苦瓜 不苦 苦茶 不苦 黄连也不苦 最苦的是单思苦.
为什么你可以给他人机会和你出去?
为什么你会为了他人生气而让自己不舒服?
为什么你要告诉我你和他没关系呢?
你觉得我会相信吗? 要是你不在乎他那为何会为了他生气? 那你又为何会说是你一直give in to him 呢? 虽然 你口口声声说 not going to give all these chance 但你真的不会给他机会了?
你可以给他人机会约你那又为什么不给我呢?
算了吧"天使"别欺骗自己了 那人已在你心里有一定的份量了我和他根本比不上我也没资格比
有时我好犹豫 到底要不要和你聊天呢 不找你我心里一直牵挂着你 但和你聊呢有时就会遇 到一些不想知道的话题 有时在想会不会有一天你会问我 “ 我应该和他交往吗, 或我应该给他机会吗? ” 这类的话题.
有时候可能我想多了, 但有些却是事实, 令我好痛好痛. 心好久没那么痛了 不止痛还心酸. 我发现泪水有时会慢慢的落下.
但这又能怎样呢 这是单恋. 单恋就是那么无奈了 我个人觉得 苦瓜 不苦 苦茶 不苦 黄连也不苦 最苦的是单思苦.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
回不了到从前的样子了
16th Feb 2011, 男孩以为一切 都会当着没发生过, 但事实不是那么美好.
男孩发短讯给女孩,问要不要一起去看 Adam Sandler 主演的Just Go With It. 男孩心里只是想纯粹的约位朋友去看戏而已.根本没像女孩想得那么复杂. 起初她问是部怎样的戏? 男孩就回答说是部搞笑的恋爱戏, 还说不想和男性朋友去看那部戏因为会感到很Gay的行为. 所以才想找位女孩一起去看.
谁知女孩却回说" But like not right if we watch tt also ma ".
男孩看了这短讯后觉得女孩很在意. 可能她在上星期六晚真的收到了男孩表白的短讯了. 但又不知所措, 而且现在男孩约她看戏 更觉得尴尬. 所以才拒绝了. 这段想法令纯粹只是男孩一人的感觉而已 可能女孩有其他它的原因吧. 男孩也不在多想了因为他已感到难过了只是想单纯的和位朋友看部电影而已却被这样拒绝了.
回家后男孩想了想要是当初不表白的话那会不会有另一个结果呢? 已经太迟了回不了头了. 男孩都不知到以后要如何和女孩相处了
男孩发短讯给女孩,问要不要一起去看 Adam Sandler 主演的Just Go With It. 男孩心里只是想纯粹的约位朋友去看戏而已.根本没像女孩想得那么复杂. 起初她问是部怎样的戏? 男孩就回答说是部搞笑的恋爱戏, 还说不想和男性朋友去看那部戏因为会感到很Gay的行为. 所以才想找位女孩一起去看.
谁知女孩却回说" But like not right if we watch tt also ma ".
男孩看了这短讯后觉得女孩很在意. 可能她在上星期六晚真的收到了男孩表白的短讯了. 但又不知所措, 而且现在男孩约她看戏 更觉得尴尬. 所以才拒绝了. 这段想法令纯粹只是男孩一人的感觉而已 可能女孩有其他它的原因吧. 男孩也不在多想了因为他已感到难过了只是想单纯的和位朋友看部电影而已却被这样拒绝了.
回家后男孩想了想要是当初不表白的话那会不会有另一个结果呢? 已经太迟了回不了头了. 男孩都不知到以后要如何和女孩相处了
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
就当一切 都没发生过
8th Feb 2011, Today 男孩 tried to ask 女孩 out on Saturday cos 男孩 hope to spend a good time with女孩 and wanted to to share his feeling to her. 男孩Know that is impossible to ask her out on 14Feb due to the reason that 女孩 had a few suitors eyeing on her and taken her up on that day.
But in the end 男孩Failed....fail to ask her out..cos 女孩's Dating with her suitor start on wed. In part of the conversation, 女孩 told 男孩 "Haha, U aso say liao.. this coming Mon is Vday.. Ask the girl u like out la..ask me for what? " Seeing this, 男孩 have a sudden rush ..and wanted to tell 女孩 that the girl is her.. Using all his mental skill..controlling his act...男孩 replied to 女孩 "my brain running all the thoughts as much and as fast as I can to find an ans to answer you.. but....it will be *speechless* "
11th Feb 2011, Tomorrow 女孩 is going out for her date. 男孩 feeling miserable. At night after 12am, 男孩 opened 1 of his red wine drink it and sleep.
12th Feb 2011, 男孩 had an uneasy day. Totally moodless to do anything not even his project, nor study for his test. Near Evening, 男孩 saw 女孩 online. He was very surprised by it and still thought 女孩 had ended her date of the day already. But god always like to fool 男孩... 女孩 tell him that she's going to Batam..saying in a rush .. 男孩totaly had no idea who she's with and gone how many days..and 女孩 just left in a hurray.
At that moment 男孩's mind had gone blank...do not know what to do at all.. and after that..keep on having all sort of rubbish thoughts. Keep on thinking that it will be the day...男孩的爱人 过了晚上成为别人的女朋友了. That night 男孩 open another 2 bottle of wine and drink... at a point of time tears roll down, heart feeling very sore. He chatted with 1 of his friend. His friend encourage him to say out his feeling to 女孩. 男孩 scared.. he is afraid that after saying he may lose 女孩 even as a friend. But awhile of thinking 男孩 don't care anymore..
He messaged 女孩 and tell her that "Hey XXX..there is something that i need to tell you by today.. still rember that last few days You've ask me why I ask you out instead of asking the ger that i like out?...Well since since that time I'm asking you out, you shld know the reason behind it."
13th Feb 2011, 男孩waiting for the reply..
14th Feb 2011, 男孩 still waiting for reply...
15th Feb 2011, 男孩 still still waiting for reply..but... he knew why there is no reply. there are only 3 reason he can think of. 1st Message loss, 2nd She is shock by it and totally do not know what to response, 3rd she loss her phone. During working time, 男孩 cannot take it anymore, he made his first move to sms to 女孩 by saying a casual asking message. While waiting for the message, 男孩 feel time is very long...he asked himself, will 女孩 drifted him? will she end up totaly don't contact 男孩 anymore?
Finally 女孩 replied. But she only replied to my casual message and not the message that i told her on Sat...Since then 男孩女孩 sms each other like normally.. and treated that message he send on sat as nothing happen..就当一切 都没发生过~~
But in the end 男孩Failed....fail to ask her out..cos 女孩's Dating with her suitor start on wed. In part of the conversation, 女孩 told 男孩 "Haha, U aso say liao.. this coming Mon is Vday.. Ask the girl u like out la..ask me for what? " Seeing this, 男孩 have a sudden rush ..and wanted to tell 女孩 that the girl is her.. Using all his mental skill..controlling his act...男孩 replied to 女孩 "my brain running all the thoughts as much and as fast as I can to find an ans to answer you.. but....it will be *speechless* "
11th Feb 2011, Tomorrow 女孩 is going out for her date. 男孩 feeling miserable. At night after 12am, 男孩 opened 1 of his red wine drink it and sleep.
12th Feb 2011, 男孩 had an uneasy day. Totally moodless to do anything not even his project, nor study for his test. Near Evening, 男孩 saw 女孩 online. He was very surprised by it and still thought 女孩 had ended her date of the day already. But god always like to fool 男孩... 女孩 tell him that she's going to Batam..saying in a rush .. 男孩totaly had no idea who she's with and gone how many days..and 女孩 just left in a hurray.
At that moment 男孩's mind had gone blank...do not know what to do at all.. and after that..keep on having all sort of rubbish thoughts. Keep on thinking that it will be the day...男孩的爱人 过了晚上成为别人的女朋友了. That night 男孩 open another 2 bottle of wine and drink... at a point of time tears roll down, heart feeling very sore. He chatted with 1 of his friend. His friend encourage him to say out his feeling to 女孩. 男孩 scared.. he is afraid that after saying he may lose 女孩 even as a friend. But awhile of thinking 男孩 don't care anymore..
He messaged 女孩 and tell her that "Hey XXX..there is something that i need to tell you by today.. still rember that last few days You've ask me why I ask you out instead of asking the ger that i like out?...Well since since that time I'm asking you out, you shld know the reason behind it."
13th Feb 2011, 男孩waiting for the reply..
14th Feb 2011, 男孩 still waiting for reply...
15th Feb 2011, 男孩 still still waiting for reply..but... he knew why there is no reply. there are only 3 reason he can think of. 1st Message loss, 2nd She is shock by it and totally do not know what to response, 3rd she loss her phone. During working time, 男孩 cannot take it anymore, he made his first move to sms to 女孩 by saying a casual asking message. While waiting for the message, 男孩 feel time is very long...he asked himself, will 女孩 drifted him? will she end up totaly don't contact 男孩 anymore?
Finally 女孩 replied. But she only replied to my casual message and not the message that i told her on Sat...Since then 男孩女孩 sms each other like normally.. and treated that message he send on sat as nothing happen..就当一切 都没发生过~~
Thursday, February 3, 2011
新年快乐
Happy Chinese New Yr.. Last yr my luck was bad bad bad..hope this yr somehow turn better.
Hmm.. what a night.. currently 守岁.. feel so sleepy..but no matter what will stay up till 6am than sleep. Hope my praying for my family, friends and.. her.. good blessing will fall on them. Just now had a little chat with her. During the chat, she suddenly ask me...why am i so Emo recently.. she is very curiouse to know what happen and who is that girl.
She keeps on asking and wanted me to answer her. She even threaten that she will not talk to me anymore unless I tell her. but.. haha... we still continue to chat. As I told her..she is such a kind hearted girl. Will not coz of such things and stop talking to me this lonely emo guy.
When she keep asking for ans.. i really hope i have the luck and gut to tell her that she's the reason why i emo.. she's the ger, the love, the only girl that had the power to make my Emotion up n down. How i wish tt 1 day when I drunk... I will do stupid things like calling her n at 1 goal tell her my feeling... and really wish she can accept me during that time.
But from the way she n her colleague together, i really jealous, and I know that my percentage is very very low. Who m i to her? I'm not handsome, nor rich, nor any outstanding character... Just a plain boring guy, a Friend to her.
Wondering if 1 day I disappear from her life for some times, how will she feel, what action will she take?
I have no ANS...
Hmm.. what a night.. currently 守岁.. feel so sleepy..but no matter what will stay up till 6am than sleep. Hope my praying for my family, friends and.. her.. good blessing will fall on them. Just now had a little chat with her. During the chat, she suddenly ask me...why am i so Emo recently.. she is very curiouse to know what happen and who is that girl.
She keeps on asking and wanted me to answer her. She even threaten that she will not talk to me anymore unless I tell her. but.. haha... we still continue to chat. As I told her..she is such a kind hearted girl. Will not coz of such things and stop talking to me this lonely emo guy.
When she keep asking for ans.. i really hope i have the luck and gut to tell her that she's the reason why i emo.. she's the ger, the love, the only girl that had the power to make my Emotion up n down. How i wish tt 1 day when I drunk... I will do stupid things like calling her n at 1 goal tell her my feeling... and really wish she can accept me during that time.
But from the way she n her colleague together, i really jealous, and I know that my percentage is very very low. Who m i to her? I'm not handsome, nor rich, nor any outstanding character... Just a plain boring guy, a Friend to her.
Wondering if 1 day I disappear from her life for some times, how will she feel, what action will she take?
I have no ANS...
Friday, January 14, 2011
Hurt~
Is been very long since I feeling deep pain in heart.. really pain.... needles piercing through it. Today suppose to be a very happy day for me..somehow it turn out to be another way. Early morning She msg me.. asking me out for dinner today. Wow what a great surprise I'm having in the morning.. I was very very happy. It totally brighten up me all of a sudden. Even during work no matter how tired I am but once i tot of Having meal with her soon, all my tiredness is gone.
We met up have a nice Jap meal, nice chit chatting. While she having her meal I keep looking at her.. enjoy the way she eat her meal.. so nice n sweet in my heart.. After that meal, we walk around, had some tea.. and look for a place for her pedicure. Found one~~ In the first minutes she asked me to company her..she feel bored... In my heart:" Sure why not.." But things change in the next moment.
1 of her suitor telling her that he is meeting her. Too bad for me.. He get his chance..I do not want her in bad position so i choose to leave. Telling her i going home first.
During the bus trip i keep on listening to 2 song.. " 我爱的人" and also "理想情人"
我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍~~
...
...
每当听见 她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声~~ haiz... lot of feeling flow through my heart whenever listening to these part of the song.
Sometime i really wanted to ask her ... her 理想情人 is how~~
We met up have a nice Jap meal, nice chit chatting. While she having her meal I keep looking at her.. enjoy the way she eat her meal.. so nice n sweet in my heart.. After that meal, we walk around, had some tea.. and look for a place for her pedicure. Found one~~ In the first minutes she asked me to company her..she feel bored... In my heart:" Sure why not.." But things change in the next moment.
1 of her suitor telling her that he is meeting her. Too bad for me.. He get his chance..I do not want her in bad position so i choose to leave. Telling her i going home first.
During the bus trip i keep on listening to 2 song.. " 我爱的人" and also "理想情人"
我爱的人 不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人
她真幸福 幸福得真残忍~~
...
...
每当听见 她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声~~ haiz... lot of feeling flow through my heart whenever listening to these part of the song.
Sometime i really wanted to ask her ... her 理想情人 is how~~
好想知道你的100分 會給怎樣的人
..
我想問 親愛的你把感情升等
朋友變成情人 可不可以
告訴我標準 不要讓我一直等~~
How i wish...朋友 really can 變成情人~~
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