Today is my birthday? I don't feel it...really don't... why? I realize my Birthday each yr is a disaster.. Each Birthday i make the effort i stay at home..even friend ask me out i will also push it away.. because to me Birthday is a day need top spend with family.. but......somehow people don't think this way.... Today i took my birthday Off just want to spend the day with family but they don't appreciate it.. Before my birthday came.. i already said let go out for a lunch at some nice place or what.. At first they said ok with it.. But today... :'( nope.. none of them.... by the time i wake up.. all of them is... dad work, brother study...both of them i do not expect they will..so is fine with me..but my mum..she told me she eaten the lunch already..and having her hair treatment... WTH is this?
What the F for taking Birthday OFF today where everyone is out and i at home staring at computer to spend my fu*king Birthday alone at this F*cking home???? Family love? Bullshit... Craps to it... does not happen in here.. dame to it....
If i foresee such things happen i rather spend the time at Camp... at least i will be happier at there... Dame Dame Dame.............................
Since like that.. okk fine... Next week i will stay inside camp liao till next yr....... will only see them during wk end... but don't worry i will make the effort see their face as less as possible.........
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