This week.. is a EMO week for me... why? Because of 26th June.. her bday... how i wish i'm able to go out with her.. celebrate with her... but things just don't come through for me. On thur night wanted to called her and wished her... but i did not.. she was working at that time.. i do not want to cause her any trouble.. so i just send her a sms..wishing her happy 21st bday..After that i went to sleep. Because I do not really expect she will reply the message.
10min later... my phone ring...i woke up and saw a new message..surprisingly is from her..somehow there is a certain percentage in my heart feeling very happy to see her reply. Next day..and that is on Friday..i knew that is a day impt for her to spent with family n friends... so i decided to ask her out on the Saturday..praying hard she will accept..waited till night..i nearly lost the hope.. but suddenly a message came.. i was so happy she replied.. but after reading her reply i was disappointed again...She had to attend a friend's Bday BBQ session.. Seem that me and her is really not fated.. Never mind.. if were last time i think i will be very EMO... luckily for now i won;t feel that much.. still trying hard to forget the feeling of her... but i believe i can do it.. :)
So fast.. wkend is gone...ytd just watch transformer.. and now gonna wait for wk starts... :'( weekend always feel so short... dame it.. i really hate NS....
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